#4

Coming to Miles City was a huge risk for me. I knew that this move would either make or break me. I just spent my first night on campus, I really enjoy the people I have met so far. Something is wrong though. I miss softball. I have spent my entire life focussed on this sport. I was able to play at my previous college. But I can’t play here. I don’t really know what to do with myself at this point. I don’t want to fall into a pit of depression again. I am trying to stay positive. I am starting to second guess myself on this move. Maybe I made this decision out of anger. Maybe I didn’t think it through all the way. I could be playing in Williston, and I could be with all of my friends. I miss my friends. I have no doubt that I will make amazing friends here, but I have to leave my room to do that. I am at a loss right now. I can’t be sad because then I won’t even give this place a shot at making me happy.