loss

After the first day with you I knew

I knew I was going to be happy

For the first time ever

I had never felt that way before

You healed me

I wanted it all with you

Everything about you was so perfect to me

Your bright blue eyes

Your perfect smile

The way my hand fit into yours

The way you kissed me

The way you looked at me

The sound of your voice

There is no other girl that could compare to you

…

And then you left

With no hesitation

You left me

Forcing me back into a pit of darkness

Trying to be okay without you

Trying to put the pieces back together

That you broke

I didn’t just lose a significant other

I lost a friend

Someone that I trusted with everything

Someone I could talk to every day

How am I supposed to forgive you for this?