I wake up in the middle of the night
The first thing that crosses my mind
Is you
I wonder if you are awake too
I go back to sleep and when I wake up again
It is still you
When I am in the middle of my day
You are still on my mind
I try so hard to push you out
You don’t care about me
If you did you would be here still
At night is when it hits me the hardest
I want to talk to you
Hear your voice
They say the first thing you forget about someone is their voice
It is the truth
I can’t remember
I want to check up on you
Make sure you are okay
I keep myself busy at night
Forcing you out of my mind takes a lot of effort
I am tired of thinking about you
And I am even more tired of missing you