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Maybe other people can relate with this as well. It happens to me all the time. I have a very happy personality when I am around other people. Boys take it as I am flirting with them. I am not. I will go to a party and boys will hit on me, I immediately inform them that I am gay and I have no interest in being anything more than friends. Some understand. Others take it as an opportunity to try and “change” me. So, this next part is directed at the boys that have done this to me. Why? Why do you keep putting your hands on me after I already told you no? Why are you asking me why I have to be gay? It’s not something I can control. Why do you come up to me multiple times and grab me inappropriately to whisper in my ear “are you sure you don’t want it”? Why do you think it is ever okay to place your hands on my body? Even better, why would you ever attempt to put your hands in a girls shirt or pants without consent? My most important question for these boys that did this to me. Are you aware what sexual assault and sexual harassment is? It is truly disgusting. No means no. Not “well maybe if you touch me more it will make me rethink my sexuality and i’ll sleep with you”. That is not a thing. You feeling me up is not “turning me on”. It is actually making me so uncomfortable and so scared. It is making me want to leave and go cry because you are touching me in ways I do not wish to be touched by you. It is giving me the worst anxiety. Making me have terrible thoughts about myself because I am to weak to fight you off. I can’t push you away from me. So. No. You can not change me. And even if I was straight. I would never go for a guy that is as disgusting as you.